I can distract myself the entire day
but where will I run to at night?
The thousand invisible hands tearing at my soul catch up
and I am left gasping for breath
I am drowning in a sea of pain
it looks for inlets and rushes in
my head feels dizzy
my eyes hurt
my heart hurts
the liquid pain has filled my insides
clogged my systems
I cant stand it
but I dont want to get rid of it
just a little strength and patience to bear with it
because the pain is the only reminder
that 'we' existed
and without it
I would have nothing to hold on to
and I dont want to drown in that black nothingness
again
P.S... An earlier post titled Insomnia and Anxiety makes more sense now. Heck! How intuitive am I? 0_0
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